• Me and Holly M. are terribly strange people. No one should ever be forced to read our weird conversations.
• I have this really strong urge to be at The Strip in Las Vegas, like right now. And sleep in my uncle’s cold as fuck condo.
• My tea is waiting for me in the microwave but I’m too lazy to get off my ass.
• I still partially resent that family for “taking” my dog. 
• I’m actually excited for filming for that APUSH project tomorrow at Durham’s house. 
• Currently listening to some weirdass music I just happened to stumble upon on Youtube through a series of mindless clicking on the related videos. 
• My brother won’t stop watching Matilda. 
• Should probably go get that tea now. 

I’m always that one irritating person who puts something that needs to be washed on the counter when the person washing the dishes just finished. 

“One more. Aha. Ahahaha. AHAHAHA.”

I’m seriously so thankful for everything and everyone I have in my life, I couldn’t have asked for anything better. All resentments = gone. 

(Lol, watch me be in a bad mood or some shit tomorrow)

Okay, cool. Then why the fuck do you want me here? 

Sick of all the restrictions, the limitations, of all the overbearing crap. I know my boundaries so I don’t need all this shit. I feel like I can’t fucking breathe normally anymore, like I make one wrong move and everything just crumbles down over me. 

I wish I could set my dad straight but my words aren’t credible to him so that could only be done if someone else outside the family did it but no one sees him the way I do besides my mom so that won’t happen. Even my counselor wouldn’t do it because she thought we had communication problems and that things could be fixed. It doesn’t fucking work like that with him. Hell, I have so much to say to him but all it would result in is him being fucking immature about it and me receiving punishment for “disrespecting him” because he doesn’t want to recognize his faults. And because I’m just a child and a female at that, what the fuck do I know.

People think I have it good and that he could be a much worse father but this I am not happy with. 

I wonder what would happen to me if I just decided to cut off all interaction with society and become a hermit. Would I go mad from prolonged isolation or would I actually obtain a higher level of happiness?

Because seriously, this is disappointing. Stop letting me down. Maybe I just need to see certain people more. 

If I don’t agree with your perspective of the world in general, I automatically just don’t like you, dude. Not saying that my perspective is the way to go, just that if I find your perspective unappealing in every aspect, it’s gonna be hard for me to respect you. I can’t tolerate negative people anymore, I can’t tolerate their views. Most likely because I used to be like that and I’m afraid their negativity will rub off on me and I’ll go back to how I was. 

LOL I’M SO PHOTOGENIC. /not

that I feel like such shit right now. I just reverted back to my old self. But I know for a fact that the happiness I’ve been experiencing for the past several days wasn’t too good to be true. I’m going to get it back.

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